Okay cannot liao, band has snapped and recoiled very badly.
Tomorrow. First thing. After school.
I WAS RIGHT AGAIN. AWESOME OR WHAAAAAT:D This feeling is worse that anything ever.
Sunday, November 22
(:
Just got home like 2 hours ago, BENNY BENASSI awesome or whaaaaaaat:D
Good music, drinks, company, great session!!
And now I'm doing my work because I'm going to meet XYZ later!! (: Then I've got dinner for bro and licia's birthday!
Walao I can't believe I'm doing dreamweaver when I can still feel my heart thumping from the alcohol.
Laterz.
Good music, drinks, company, great session!!
And now I'm doing my work because I'm going to meet XYZ later!! (: Then I've got dinner for bro and licia's birthday!
Walao I can't believe I'm doing dreamweaver when I can still feel my heart thumping from the alcohol.
Laterz.
Friday, November 20
heads will roll
Kzee's november mix is out! Awesome, makes me wanna C-walk. Heh.
And it's been so long..... that I haven't seen your face.....
Okay no lah not anyone's face, but haven't had a good session for weeks!):
Anyway shit aside, it Friday again tomorrow which means I'm not sleeping tonight lest I wake up late for my 8am class again! But but but, it's gonna be a good friday because I'm gonna have lunch with lovely and awesome people tomorrow, then we're gonna catch MMSP together, then we're going to L's place to have a good time! Awesome or whaaaaaat:D Damn excited because we haven't exactly hung out at all for a really long time man.. I want my whiskey bar clique back!!
I just painted my nails black again! Heh. The only reason I colored em lightly was for the interview on tuesday but since it's over, black is back is black is back! *cues heavy bass beats*
Today's rain made me think a lot. It's been a while since it poured to badly. I like rain. Makes me feel as if........ God's around me. I don't know why, don't ask.
Laterz.
And it's been so long..... that I haven't seen your face.....
Okay no lah not anyone's face, but haven't had a good session for weeks!):
Anyway shit aside, it Friday again tomorrow which means I'm not sleeping tonight lest I wake up late for my 8am class again! But but but, it's gonna be a good friday because I'm gonna have lunch with lovely and awesome people tomorrow, then we're gonna catch MMSP together, then we're going to L's place to have a good time! Awesome or whaaaaaat:D Damn excited because we haven't exactly hung out at all for a really long time man.. I want my whiskey bar clique back!!
I just painted my nails black again! Heh. The only reason I colored em lightly was for the interview on tuesday but since it's over, black is back is black is back! *cues heavy bass beats*
Today's rain made me think a lot. It's been a while since it poured to badly. I like rain. Makes me feel as if........ God's around me. I don't know why, don't ask.
Laterz.
Wednesday, November 18
Let's go straight to Number One
This weird, knotty feeling in my tummy.
Like holding a timebomb in your hands, thinking whether you should try to detonate it, or just wait for it to blow up, and it'll be all over.
Actually I also don't know what am I waiting for.
But one thing's for sure.... I don't want to hope. It burns me inside out.
Anyway CSB was awesome and surprisingly easy, cher says I look sibeh professional and would have gotten the job if it were a real interview. Good efforts pay off! I spent the entire day in heels and about a grand total of... an hour with my blazer on.
Okay my phone is ringing, my bed is calling.
Like holding a timebomb in your hands, thinking whether you should try to detonate it, or just wait for it to blow up, and it'll be all over.
Actually I also don't know what am I waiting for.
But one thing's for sure.... I don't want to hope. It burns me inside out.
Anyway CSB was awesome and surprisingly easy, cher says I look sibeh professional and would have gotten the job if it were a real interview. Good efforts pay off! I spent the entire day in heels and about a grand total of... an hour with my blazer on.
Okay my phone is ringing, my bed is calling.
Monday, November 16
over and out.
Okay weird week it's been.
The breastie and I quarrelled on Wednesday for the first time in 10years! LOL. Okay it sounds as if I'm damn happy we quarrelled but no lah. The last time we quarrelled was like what.. primary 3 or 4? We'll end up calling each others houses and thrashing it out and that's it. This time we just didn't speak to each other for a bit more than 24 hours then on Friday we just naturally made up. HAHA I THINK IT'S QUITE FUNNY. But I still love her anyways:D
Didn't sleep on Thursday night, went for WP class at 8am on Friday, shopped for CSB stuffs with Sheena, met Dawn to help her with some business issues and went to work. God... I felt like a fucking zombie. Came back at 4am, met XYZ at 5plus am and I surprised him with a small cake for his birthday! Haha. Quite funny, eating cake in a car. LOL. Of course.. surprise celebrations come with the usual cake smearing. Heh. Anyway Happy Birthday again, hope you enjoyed it!
And then I concussed like a dead log from 6am till 6pm. No shit man. I didn't hear the 8 messages on my phone, the 3 missed calls, or my dad trying to wake me up for lunch. Until a call came in at 6pm. Lol.
So it's Sunday night again, or Monday morning, there's WL's lesson again first thing in the morning and I'm really not looking forward to it. Seeing her face just makes me wanna give her one to the face. I tahan! I wait for evaluation! And on Tuesday it's gonna be a uncomfortable day because it's CSB interview so I'll be formal the whole damn day. Yes, blazer, pants, heels, portfolio in hand, the whole package, plus I have training!!
(Anyway sidetrack but I just thought it was really stereotypical of the school to think that all business students would definitely be going for that whole climb-the-corporate-ladder nonsense in the future. I mean, yeah that's what a business student SHOULD do but it doesn't necessarily mean that we're DEFINITELY going to do that. Lame.)
I've been thinking about some stuffs recently and I don't understand, yet somewhat understand, some stuffs. It's like.. I feel bad for her loss, yes, but some stuffs, you just gotta get over em? Something like that. Back then, I swear there was nothing going on between us because I was attached too. All I was, was a listening ear, a good buddy, a training partner and a dinner kaki. I didn't do anything wrong. But then again, if it was a cause for your concern, I can't really blame you, but you can't put me to blame for your loss either, because I played no parts at al. I understand how it feels to bump into him again (trust me when I say that) and all I can say is, I hope you get better soon. Don't believe in time heals everything, time will just numb it. I don't know why I feel as if I owe you something, but I don't. And now, I don't know where we're going yet so I'm just gonna sit and watch. After all this, the funny part is, I don't even know you. I just hope you get better and stronger.
Somehow I have this feeling that you read my blog so hopefully you catch this portion.
Anyway I'm looking forward to this friday's MMSP and afterparty! :D But for now, I'm gonna just have to stick through this gruelling week. MST coming up in 3 weeks' time, revision to start soon! And then it's the HOLIDAYS again! Awesome possum or whaaaaaat!
Okay. Now I need to go back to doing my portfolio.
PS. I'm damn tempted to ink again and I keep looking at designs from fuckyeahtattoos! Hehehehehehe.
The breastie and I quarrelled on Wednesday for the first time in 10years! LOL. Okay it sounds as if I'm damn happy we quarrelled but no lah. The last time we quarrelled was like what.. primary 3 or 4? We'll end up calling each others houses and thrashing it out and that's it. This time we just didn't speak to each other for a bit more than 24 hours then on Friday we just naturally made up. HAHA I THINK IT'S QUITE FUNNY. But I still love her anyways:D
Didn't sleep on Thursday night, went for WP class at 8am on Friday, shopped for CSB stuffs with Sheena, met Dawn to help her with some business issues and went to work. God... I felt like a fucking zombie. Came back at 4am, met XYZ at 5plus am and I surprised him with a small cake for his birthday! Haha. Quite funny, eating cake in a car. LOL. Of course.. surprise celebrations come with the usual cake smearing. Heh. Anyway Happy Birthday again, hope you enjoyed it!
And then I concussed like a dead log from 6am till 6pm. No shit man. I didn't hear the 8 messages on my phone, the 3 missed calls, or my dad trying to wake me up for lunch. Until a call came in at 6pm. Lol.
So it's Sunday night again, or Monday morning, there's WL's lesson again first thing in the morning and I'm really not looking forward to it. Seeing her face just makes me wanna give her one to the face. I tahan! I wait for evaluation! And on Tuesday it's gonna be a uncomfortable day because it's CSB interview so I'll be formal the whole damn day. Yes, blazer, pants, heels, portfolio in hand, the whole package, plus I have training!!
(Anyway sidetrack but I just thought it was really stereotypical of the school to think that all business students would definitely be going for that whole climb-the-corporate-ladder nonsense in the future. I mean, yeah that's what a business student SHOULD do but it doesn't necessarily mean that we're DEFINITELY going to do that. Lame.)
I've been thinking about some stuffs recently and I don't understand, yet somewhat understand, some stuffs. It's like.. I feel bad for her loss, yes, but some stuffs, you just gotta get over em? Something like that. Back then, I swear there was nothing going on between us because I was attached too. All I was, was a listening ear, a good buddy, a training partner and a dinner kaki. I didn't do anything wrong. But then again, if it was a cause for your concern, I can't really blame you, but you can't put me to blame for your loss either, because I played no parts at al. I understand how it feels to bump into him again (trust me when I say that) and all I can say is, I hope you get better soon. Don't believe in time heals everything, time will just numb it. I don't know why I feel as if I owe you something, but I don't. And now, I don't know where we're going yet so I'm just gonna sit and watch. After all this, the funny part is, I don't even know you. I just hope you get better and stronger.
Somehow I have this feeling that you read my blog so hopefully you catch this portion.
Anyway I'm looking forward to this friday's MMSP and afterparty! :D But for now, I'm gonna just have to stick through this gruelling week. MST coming up in 3 weeks' time, revision to start soon! And then it's the HOLIDAYS again! Awesome possum or whaaaaaat!
Okay. Now I need to go back to doing my portfolio.
PS. I'm damn tempted to ink again and I keep looking at designs from fuckyeahtattoos! Hehehehehehe.
Wednesday, November 11
november rain
It's therapeutic to look watch a candle flame. Flickering in the wind, gotta relight it once in a while because my fan is just too.. powerful?
But its extremely depressing to see it burn out by itself. Need to get new candles soon. And need to stop playing with the wax so that the candle can burn out evenly. I have this weird habit of playing with candle wax (no not the BDSM style), just making shapes with it in the holder, watching it flow freely.
It's Z's 21st this saturday.. what should I get him?
I am bored of school. Yet I feel the need to go to school. I feel the need to go to school, but not the need to sit in classes. Am I making sense?
Christmas is coming, I like it, yet I don't like it.
Oh, my candle just burned out again. Good night.
it's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain
But its extremely depressing to see it burn out by itself. Need to get new candles soon. And need to stop playing with the wax so that the candle can burn out evenly. I have this weird habit of playing with candle wax (no not the BDSM style), just making shapes with it in the holder, watching it flow freely.
It's Z's 21st this saturday.. what should I get him?
I am bored of school. Yet I feel the need to go to school. I feel the need to go to school, but not the need to sit in classes. Am I making sense?
Christmas is coming, I like it, yet I don't like it.
Oh, my candle just burned out again. Good night.
it's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain
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