suckin' it up.

MST week, sick, yet again.

I've been climbing a little. Kinda challenging, yet addictive cuz when you finish a designated route, the feelings like woah okay cool I didn't know I could do that! And I miss that achy feeling all over. Had a slip down the vertical wall and my left now has a huge ugly swelly bruise that affects the bending of my knee. Hope it goes away soon! Pain is good, miss the familiar pain on shins man.

Another 6 weeks and it would be the holidays again. But before that.. major exams. I hope I can go overseas with Sis. I know I need a break like away from here. Anywhere will do! I'm still kinda hoping to go to Pulau Sibu to just chill the days away alone, but I think Sis wants to go to BKK. We'll see, if possible, I'll go to BKK wit Sis, then sneak away to Sibu alone! Heehee.

I think being sick, having to study and go through tests and then 6 weeks of school after which and also worry about other issues and all the climbing/running/whatever makes me frightfully busy that it takes my mind off certain issues.

Oh Napfa test is on 31st, gonna take the test with Nic! Train together soon bro.

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If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow,
why oh why can't I?

Must be contented.
Must be contented.
Must not be greedy.
Must not be greedy.

Most importantly, must learn to be happy.

(:

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I AM FEELING FRUSTRATED AND I DON'T LIKE IT>:(

ANYBODY GOT DOUCHEBAGS ON HAND WHO NEED SOME GOOD BEATING UP? CALL ME.

take my hand, off to neverneverland

Woah, 987's actually playing Metallica.

Anyway, some rare time in the kitchen while I wait for the washing machine to load so I can soak the clothes. Some students asked for Breakeven to be played just now, made me think a lil' but it's all cool. *repeats mantra to self continuously*

Felt like calling B today to find out how's she. She's fighting this Saturday. I could have been too. Oh well. So I gave her a call spoke to her a bit, am thrilled for her!

Sis is down with fever and sore throat and stuff, we've been sick together over the past week or 10days or so. Been hanging out with her a lot, that probably explains why. Oh and with Shaun too.

Gonna meet Alvin tomorrow, he's gonna tutor me. My finance is just... =/. Papers next week, am in no no no no no mood at all. Hmm, just a heartwrenching bittersweet moment. Sweet dreams tnb.

Spinning carousel,
haunting melody,
those cinnamon lips,
and I'm Devil.

hwbs moments

Quote Metallica, nothing else matters. Really, for now.

Because I'm just trying to get back up and bringing life back on track because because because because.... actually I also don't know why. LOL.

Okay traces of some incoherent typing right there.... Anyway 1 more week of holidays then papers then still on holidays cuz there's no classes then 6 more weeks of school then it's 6 weeks of holidays.

Wait, I'm sposed to feel happy. Ahhhh. God's a joker and I'm his joke. Wheeeeee tell me how egggcitingz is that! I should be honoured, no?

Okay bye.

baileys' night

Some talk about baileys earlier got me missing my mint choc baileys!

Holidays have been alright, time really flies when you're having fun man. Caught Ghost of Girlfriends' Past and Dance Subaru, love the shows man! Gonna catch Fame when it screens. Work has been fine too I guess.

Note to self: Need to study like hardkore study.

Thoughts are running in and out of the mind... don't really like some! Okay whatever time for some baileys and eyeshut!

just get back up when it knocks you down